DAY#17.....The VA WAY........Why me L-RD?.........Sundays were always my best days, I would prepare my sermon for the message of G-D, I took a serious stance on the word of G-D. When in the pulpit, I was a guest of a friend and the words that came through that I prayed that they would be straight and true. It was my intention never to place my self or add human frailties/silly jokes and NEVER EVER preached health and wealth garbage as so many do today. Now after 3 years and a half, my faith has diminished, so I thought. I have stood in the heat in the cold with a paralyzed hand and screamed/cried out " WHY ME, WHY ME L-ORD, why have you taken my share of your grace and given it to someone else?" I thought to my self, am I any different than the next person? Is their sin less than mine? Am I so unworthy of a blessing and have right to justice? My senses eventually caught up with me, I realized that my suffering must have a meaning, a purpose.But what am I supposed to do? Then in that still small voice I herd the answer. it is my responsibility to cry out for the Veterans like my self, I think of the soldier that left his/her's bones/muscle/blood/sinew on the battle ground. For some that return home might be whole, but their minds/heart even their souls come home damaged. Then the real war begins, they must fight, beg, for assistance. Who wants to hire a limbless Veteran? Not many. Why should a Veteran fight for health care, why must they endure filthy corrupt management of the VA who are secretly SUCKING monies/properties/resources out of the Veteran's allotments? Why does the corrupt/cowardly/disgusting fools of the congress and the ignorant and hideous LIARS of the senate who bluster, and promise increased funds for the VETS then out of their true mouths (their arses') they quickly strip much needed monies to pay for something that fits their needs. All of this sickens me, I have my own battle with the sub-human animals of the VA, but I feel it is my job, my calling to be the Giant, the loud, the nasty mean spirited straight shooting pain in the ASS voice of the downtrodden Veteran. AND SO HELP ME G-D I WILL FIGHT EVERYDAY TO GET THE MESSAGE OUT! As usual only few care only few actually read these stories, but one day if the government is so callous towards the Heroes of our Country, one day you too will face the same harshness as the VETS DO!